Bad news,,,,,

My grandpa has been very sick and in the hospital for a long time. I just found out he cant breath on his own and he was put on life support and they dont think he will make it through today.. Pray your hearts out for this man that means the world to so many people..PRAY.

Bad Chemo

So last thursday i went in to get cisplaten and doxo and I'm not going to lie that was pretty horrible!! 

I was nauseous the whole time and I couldn't sleep because..well you know hospitals.. :)

I came home from the hospital Sunday night and I still haven't fully recovered from that chemo I've been very tired and nauseous for the last couple days. Tommorrow I go in for my weekly checkup and im hoping everything goes good so I can come home and sleep after!!! :)

I'm going back in in 2 weeks for the other drug that I don't get so sick on :) There is a week in between before I get the same drug again. In the week in between I am getting scans done like I did in the beginning to find out my response to the chemo! sooooooo... in about a month I will find out what kind of surgery I will get, then there thinking towards the end of February I will have my surgery. 

Right now I'm about to watch SUPERSTAR with one of my bestfriends Cassy because I've never seen that movie!

This weekend is going to be pretty boring because I'm going to be neutrapedic, but next week I should be feeling pretty normal I know im taking a couple of my best guy friends to church with me for the first time so that will be interesting!! :) :)

Keep praying!! I'm glad I have so many supportive friends and family :)

Today my grandma told me something that i really thought was interesting she said that childrens prayers are the most important. Keep that in mind :)

Blogging...........................

YaY!! First chemo therapy cycle done!!!! I start again on Thursday. I have been feeling so good thanks to my amazing friends. They have been giving me the energy i need to have fun. Really i have just been spending tons of time with them and my brothers. So far i havent ever felt bad at all besides once when i had a pain below my chest. No worries the doctor said that its just a muscle. [ Amanda Loves Lizbeth ] <-- that was amanda! 

So basically im doing really great and im sosososossoooooooooo gratful that i have such good friends and family to be with and help me feel halfway normal [: